I want to play music again, and not just in my house while in my pajamas for five minutes at a time.
Am I any good at this? I don’t know. I just try to create the music that I want to create.
No, I can’t do this for a living. I’m the type of creature that requires a steady paycheck to maintain some kind of sanity.
I want to make albums and put them online for free.
I want to play some live shows where people sing and dance.
I’m really scared to do this. What will people think? Would I be accepted in a music town like Portland, ME? How could I get people to play in my band? Would they want to play my songs?
I am filled with hesitation and doubt. What do you think I should do?
Listen to the music I have created here: http://belsapadore.bandcamp.com/